1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4...

My heart shall never be put under their microscope.

2009-11-02T16:08:00.013+08:00

Sheldon: Well. At this point, I should inform you that I intend to form my own team and destroy the molecular bonds that bind your very matter together, and reduce the resulting particulate chaos to tears.
Leonard: Thanks for the heads up.
Sheldon: You’re welcome. One more thing.
Leonard: Yes?
Sheldon: It’s on, bitch.

LOL. True that. I need to start watching Big Bang Theory more. I need some sort of geekiness boost or anything that will keep me focus since regular classes resume tomorrow. That means goodbye, jerseys and basketball games and hello, big bags, academic uniforms and homework.

I feel tempted to move to Tumblr or LiveJournal. Hmm.

Current mood: Bored
Listening to: I'm Yours Tonight - The Academy Is...

I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light.

2009-11-01T12:07:00.006+08:00

It took me half an hour before I remember how to work the printer-slash-scanner. Anyway, here's the II-Aristotle 2009-2010 class picture. And if you can find me, you get a cookie. :D I'm the one at the back row with peace signs on both hands, enormous smile and eyes closed. It was hard to keep a decent smile 'cause the bench we were standing on was on the point of breaking down, and the boys jumping weren't helping. But overall, I like this picture. JP and Paolo are still oddly inseparable *wink wink* and our 'favorite all-around classmate' is blurred. Haha. I know. I'm awful.

This photo was taken before the opening of the Intrams. The Seniors were the overall champion and the Sophomores and Juniors tied for first runner-up. No worries. Next year, there can only be one winner. ;)

Current mood: Talkative

Watching: Kevin Jumba videos

You keep me hanging on but we're not moving on.

2009-10-27T19:52:00.003+08:00

Have you ever had the feeling when you feel like you're gonna explode anytime now, you wanna shout something out to the world and when you get there, you don't know where to begin? Well, that's what I'm feeling right now. My mind is saying 'blog' but my heart is not in it, unless I start talking about him so stop me before I burst into a world of rainbows and butterflies. Sick, I know. I got a 95 on my Biology exam. The intramurals started yesterday and for the second time, our batch finished last. I wanna go to Manila. There, and now I feel like there's nothing left to say.

UGH. I give up.

He apologizes for the littlest things that I didn't even notice in the first place. I hate it when we run out of things to ~~say~~ text. I hate it when I find myself laughing after reading his text. I hate it when I feel the urge to run to the nearest store and buy cellphone load. I hate it when he doesn't look 'cause I've been looking at him the whole time. I hate it when he calls me 'cute' and I hate it when I'm close to believing it. I hate it when he tries to make me jealous and when I try to make him jealous, he acts like he's okay with it. I hate it when he throws cheesy lines at me and I hate it more when I find myself smiling. I'm a smiling a text, goddammit! Every time I see him and I know he sees me, my heart thumps abnormally. One minute there's some sort of delay, the next minute it's beating really fast. I'll look away but in the corner of my eye, I'll see him smiling.

And gosh, I hate it when I let my feelings win.

Current mood: Blissful

Listening to: Loveteam - Itchyworms

She must be crazy, judging from the faces that she's making.

2009-10-21T19:38:00.003+08:00

I was always the last one who would consider giving someone a gift on their birthday. I'm up for a party or a stroll at the mall, but the idea would probably be at the back of my mind. But then again, this changed when I met that stooopid guy and his stupid emo hair. All of a sudden, I've been wanting to make them happy on the day he despises - formerly known as his birthday. And for this, I blame my friends who showed me the black jacket while we lost each other at the department store, squeed at it and told me that it would be a good idea for me to buy it for him. I didn't disagree 'cause I think he would like it. Also, rainy days are fast approaching and I know how much he hates the cold. So boo me for listening to the tiny details. Boo me for saving up for that lousy jacket and planning on sneaking off tomorrow to buy it. Boo me if things happen for the worst.

On a lighter note, I'm currently addicted to Glee. Cory Monteith (who plays Finn) is hot and a great singer. Definitely my kind of guy.

Current mood: Tired
Listening to: I Must Be Dreaming - The Maine

I'm in love with the hole in your heart.

2009-10-01T15:51:00.002+08:00

Gusto ko mag-blog ngayon ng Tagalog. Wala lang. Na-tripan lang. :)
Si Kim Bum nandito sa Pinaaas! Meron na naman akong napakagandang rason para maging masaya ngayon kahit bagot na bagot na bagot ako ngayon. Endorser siya ng RC Cola, e yung tawag pa naman namin kay Crush #1 RC. Ngayon nakumbinsi ko na mga kaibigan ko na kasal na kami ni Kim Bum! Pumunta daw siya dito sa Pilipinas para samahan niya ko manood ng concert ng Boys Like Girls, tapos ginawa kong palusot yung RC Cola. CHARING. :)
It's not that I don't like the Jonas Brothers. It's just that... Ay what the heck.
Sinabi ko kay lola gusto ko magpa-tattoo pero sabi nya wag daw kasi madumi at may mga ibang trabaho na di daw tumatanggap ng mga may tattoo. Di nga? Totoo nga ba yun? Kasi dati sabi rin nya sakin matulog ako sa hapon para tumangkad daw ako. E hanggang ngayon bansot pa rin ako! :(
Balak kong magpagupit pero di ko alam kung anong klase. Di ko trip yung short hair. Ayoko magpa-straight. Alam ko na! Magpapamohawk na lang ako. Lol, joke. :))
Napansin kong mas masaya tumulong sa lovelife ng iba kesa na atupagin yung sarili mong lovelife. :))
Psst. Di ka talaga pwede sa puyatan. Alas onse pa lang, suko ka na. Hahaha. Di bale na. I love you wala. Ayiiee. :">

Current mood: Bored

Listening to: Tire Swing - Kimya Dawson

We'll make the clock stop, make your heart drop.

2009-09-25T19:17:00.004+08:00

I had a dream that I was on the Boys Like Girls concert. I had a banner with me that says 'MARTIN BENNETT JOHNSON, WILL YOU MARRY ME?' Mid-'Love Drunk', Martin actually took notice. Next thing I knew, he got off the stage, through the sea of fans, wrapped his arm around my neck, and with the mic in his hand, he asked, "What's your name?" "Sophee," I swallowed hard. And with his twisted smile that I would pick over a hundred Edward Cullens, he said:

"You're not Sophee anymore, babe. You're Mrs. Johnson now."

That's how badly I wanna see BLG. To a point where I'll daydream and my heart thumps along to John's drumbeat. I'm still waiting for my tickets to fall from the sky.

Seriously. I'm desperate. I want those tickets bad.

Current mood: Bored

Listening to: She's Got A Boyfriend Now - Boys Like Girls

You know you're Sophee Tuvilla when...

2009-09-18T19:11:00.009+08:00

1. you sit through Math class (with all those radical expressions), not get nauseous and suddenly realize "Hey! I'm still breathing!"

2. you wish Nate Archibald wouldn't end up with anyone because you like to think that he is your Nate Archibald.

3. you tend to ~~write~~ type your heart out for a letter to him then you hit Close.

Current mood: Okay

Listening to: You - Switchfoot

Come on closer than you feel tonight.

2009-09-13T19:01:00.001+08:00

My week has been going great. :)

There's the field trip, which I consider the best day of my life (so far) even if neither Johnny Depp nor a single Gigger Boy showed up just as I've always wished. Well, for starters, I drank a venti Mocha Frappe throughout the whole bus ride without having to beg for a rest stop like those poor shmucks. Haha. But out of all the destinations, I think the best would have to be the Science Entertainment Center. They shocked all 48 of us (literally), made Anne and Nick dub a Naruto clip and Photoshopped our teachers' and tour guide's head into dancing bodies. But the best part was the ride home, hands down. We watched The Grudge 2 and the 2-B boys were cracking funny jokes, you have to laugh your heads off. Then they started dancing when they heard a sexy dance tune, which literally had me in tears of laughter. We were like a bunch of drunkasses and I had such a fun time doing so. Once, Trent thought I lost her memory card and we went through the floor to look for it, only to find out that it was inside my bag all this time. So forget the part that I woke up at an unearthly hour of 4am, got into a screaming match with my mother before I left the house, my phone died 5 hours after I charged it and we were soaked by the pouring rain. Heck, it was the best day ever!!!

Then there's him. He's always the best part of my day. For a moment, I thought the so-called spark has died a long time ago. But he proved me wrong. He was sweet, something I haven't seen from him for a long time. And once, our eyes met for a split second on the crocodile farm, and I felt like hugging the reptiles. If that ain't love, then I don't know what love is. :)

Current mood: Blissful

Listening to: There You Were - Honor By August

Under the weight of this balmy night.

2009-09-06T15:40:00.004+08:00

During my elementary days, I only had a few crushes on my schoolmates. Mostly because the boys I knew at the time were practically married to their Yu-Gi-Oh cards. So, while girls wait for God to bring a decent male into the gates of Vel Maris, we would rely on celebrity crushes. I would bring a Candy magazine to school and they would take turns borrowing it and making googly eyes over Dino Imperial's October cover. OH. I worshipped Dino like he was another god. Whenever someone would make a less-than-appealing comment about him, I would hunt them down and defend Dino's honor with all my heart and soul. Yes, I fell that hard for a guy on a magazine cover. It wasn't long before I found out he had a girlfriend. My heart was crushed in a million pieces. Then there was Robi, Chris, Sam... I like to think I had a history with the Gigger Boys, truth be told.

A few days ago was the elementary pupil's field trip. And how I envied them, not only because their field trip is a week earlier than ours. Saturday, my grandmother was giving my mom a rundown on how fun the field trip was. Mid-conversation, I heard:

Nanay: "May nakita kaming artista! Bata pa sya, mga kasing edad ni Chin-chin (they call me Chin-chin at home :D) pero ang gwapo kamo. Dapat magpapa-picture sila Shanel at *insert sister's friend's name here) Nakalimutan ko kung anong pangalan. AJ Villanueva ata..."
Sis: "PJ."
Nanay: "Anong PJ? Alam ko AJ yun e."
Sis: "May P e."
Me: "AJ Perez?!"
Nanay & Sis: "Ayun!"

I was flabbergasted! Dumbfounded! Astonished! Okay, I'll stop Google searching synonyms now. I never had a crush on AJ the same way I did with all the other Gigger Boys, but I always found him cute. So, the only way we could make this a fair round is if the high school students stumble upon another celebrity on the field trip. It doesn't have to be a local celebrity! Hey, Johnny Depp! You can come swing by Manila Ocean Park on Friday.

Yeah, I think I'll finish watching 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind'.

Current mood: Nostalgic

Listening to: She's A Genius - Jet

You've already got me coming undone.

2009-09-02T19:02:00.011+08:00

TUESDAY'S GREY...

I wanna get a tattoo. I've been dreaming of getting one ever since I saw Nicole Richie's and Martin Johnson's tats. I already planned on getting angel wings on my back (same as Nicole's) and lyrics from 'Thunder' on my wrist, although I am aware that I can get those once I get a job. So here's to six years!

HAPPY LIST:

1. Monday is my friend, Lian's, birthday so me and my friends ate the sweet and spicy pancit canton - her treat. We were all sweating once we finished our plates. Haha.

2. I am a hundred and one percent Team Jacob. But he's not the only reason I'm looking forward New Moon. Well, there's Quil. And Alec. :)

3. Listened to a report about South Korea and found out Kim Bum is more famous than Rain.

...AND WEDNESDAY TOO.

So, things didn't work out between us. Now what? I'm not gonna sit in the corner, cry my eyes out and mope around. I am better off without him. Neither will I get back at him, because that will only make me just as horrible of a person as he is. And besides, I personally think it's more fun to be single. You don't have a monkey to look after. :3

Current mood: Happy

Listening to: Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls

Who cares about divine intervention?

2009-08-31T18:16:00.006+08:00

There's too many things I wanna do but if I don't finish what I have to do, the laptop and I would have to part ways. And I can't let that happen! I love Ely even though he zones out when an error message appears and I badly wanna throw him from the roof. So, I have to bury my nose with more Bio and Algebra and do those 'sickeningly motivating' English activities. I can't handle reading all those folk stories about mystical creatures. *sigh* I used to love English. But I have to resist the unearthly boredom. For Ely!

I have a girl crush on Katy Perry ever since I can remember. And Boys Like Girls is the best band on my book. So when I found out that they're performing live together, my jaw dropped. I felt my heart and stomach did synchronized backflips. I must see! Though I am still waiting for that Kris Allen concert he promised. I'd climb a banana tree to watch him perform. :)

Current mood: Hyper
Listening to: New Perspective - Panic at the Disco

We're the new face of failure.

2009-08-29T12:24:00.008+08:00

Disappointment [n] \ˌdis-ə-ˈpȯint-mənt\
1. the feeling of dissatisfaction that follows the failure of expectations to manifest. Similar to regret, it differs in that the individual feeling regret focuses primarily on the personal choices that contributed to a poor outcome, while the individual feeling disappointment focuses on the outcome itself
2. the one that disappoints

Current mood: Melancholic. And hungry.
Listening to: All Time Low

Maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me.

2009-08-28T18:40:00.004+08:00

A lot of people has been asking me lately if me and Y are together. I would say 'not yet', which is some lame reply. Then they'd go, "Aaaah. So MU kayo?" I would reply: "HECK NO."

To those who don't know what MU means, it stands for mutual understanding. It's basically a messed-up more-than-friends-less-than-lovers kind of relationship status where you're both aware you like each other but chooses not to become a couple. So basically MU is for people who doesn't want to commit. I don't have anything against people who have MUs. It's just that I'm not that kind of girl. For me, it's either you're together or not. Simple as that.

Yeaah. Sorry for ranting about relationships and shit. Just wanna get that off my system. But here's something that really counts! Tomorrow's gonna be the distribution of cards. Let's just say today may or may not be my last day. Ohgodkillmenow.

Current mood: Anxious

Listening to: Wonderwall - Oasis

Reading: I wish I have time to read.

Crash.

2009-08-23T19:47:00.004+08:00

TODAY I...
went swimming since it's my friend's birthday.
almost attempted on kissing... someone.
murdered my toenails.
chugged down two servings of Coke Float.
fell in love with an Andy Warhol purse.
want to ride a rollercoaster.
dropped him an 'I miss you' on YM.
once again, procrascinated.

Your truth hurts but your lies kill.

2009-08-08T16:21:00.002+08:00

I think i'm in love.

Probably just hungry.

I think i'm your friend.

Probably just lonely.

I think you got me in a spin now.

Probably i'm just turning.

I think i'm a fool for you babe.

Probably just yearning.

I think i can rock and roll.

Probably just twisting.

I think i wanna tell the world.

Probably ain't listening.

It's love, not Santa Claus.

2009-07-29T19:56:00.005+08:00

"You lip-synch to your headphones every morning. It's okay. I like it. Takes a lot of self-confidence to look ridiculous."

My head has been up in the clouds since Day One that I constantly find myself staring into nothingless throughout Bio. My thoughts are too private to mention it in my diary, which we'll be passing for English class on Monday. I don't have enough time to stop and read a book. I wanna ride the bump car again because I finally understood how it works. The first thing I need is a vacation from all of it, from everything. I'm going to Manila with my grandmother, and I can hardly wait for the long and quiet bus ride.

A letter to my enemy

2009-07-22T18:11:00.002+08:00

Have you ever pulled the 'I love you' trigger?

Because I just did yesterday. It was suppose to be part of a joke, to see how he would react. Who would've known he'd take it seriously? But honestly... I meant it. And when he was telling me how much he 'love me' (err), there was a part of me that was already thinking of things to say when we would meet. And I figured that the moment I'll see him, I'll go into Well, everything did fall apart. He told me he was too scared to sacrifice our friendship to the next level. Whichever way goes, I think I do. Let's not get carried away! HAHA.

Next week, my TLE group's gonna go cooking! We're making blueberry-strawberry graham cake. We're still undecided if we should serve a strawberry-banana smoothie (they won't believe me but it's actually really good!) or a mocha smoothie with whip cream on top a la Starbucks. And this Saturday, we're meeting up on the supermarket to buy our ingredients. :3

Your thoughts have taken their toll.

2009-07-18T17:20:00.009+08:00

You cannot start a relationship based on lies.
I downloaded a game for my PSP. I haven't touched my PSP for months now.
Developed 38 pictures for the scrapbook project. Credits to Nica Veron for uploading the pics.
Yay for editing profiles!
I want a new pair of Converse. Red will do. And it doesn't hurt to own another black pair.

Freedom looks like too many choices.

2009-07-17T09:37:00.004+08:00

If I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I am so thankful that there are no classes today. I still have time to print pictures for the scrapbook and work on my report on Qatar and Jordan.

It's been raining like crazy here. But strangely, I kinda like it. I always wondered what New York looks like after a pouring rain. I wanted to go there since... forever, I guess.

So take one look, you said.

2009-07-16T20:29:00.003+08:00

I take decent-looking pictures every once in a while but when it's my turn to be in front of the camera, it just doesn't work. There's always this weird conflict between my face and the camera. I'm pretty sure I'm not ugly.* So that's why the whole week, I've been shredded into a thousand little pieces when I found out our Values project for the first quarter. Can you guess what it is?

It's a scrapbook. Every un-photogenic person's worse nightmare. I solely can't rely on four baby pictures alone! I mean, does anyone want to see a stolen pic of a thirteen-year-old mercilessly eating a poor Krispy Kreme donut? I doubt it. What's worse is that the scrapbook I'm using is really thick. If that's not bad enough, it's due tomorrow.

*Speaking of ugly, someone allegedly has a crush on me. And he allegedly called me 'beautiful'. It sounded really strange and what-the-hell at first, but it slowly transforms into flattery. The guy's okay. He's cute. There's just a catch: He really sucks at speaking in English. And you don't know how 'really sucks' sounds like until you see it for yourself.

A meaningless movement, a movie script ending.

2009-07-09T17:04:00.004+08:00

Why does love have to make life even more complicated than it already is?! Shit. Stupid, stupid me. It seems as if I'll never learn. *sigh* Love troubles~ But I don't wanna go there again. He can do whatever he want. Tell her you love her too, the same thing you said to me a few weeks ago. That just makes you a bigger jerk than you already are. I don't give a damn anymore. Just get it over and done with it.

I just realized that without the love bullcrap I felt almost a year ago, my ex-crush is just a big of a dork as I am. It's really funny reminscing how hard I fell for that loser. :) I did some really stupid things, some of them even involved me pulling a Blair Waldorf scheme (And I wouldn't think twice about tapping into my inner Blair if you mess with me/make me jealous! Yes, I admit. I get jealous very easily.) Aww maaaaaann! But here we are. A year later, we're the best of friends. I never asked for a miracle, let alone a best friend - in my ex-crush.

God is surely having fun throwing the most unexpected things at me.

I am McLovin'.

2009-06-24T13:25:00.004+08:00

'NO CLASSES.'

Don't you just love it when you come across those two words? And the possibilities those words bring? Well, not for me. For whatever reason, I don't really like it when there's no classes. Especially when you're about to go out the door in your school uniform and hair in place, then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, Pinky Webb announces that you're not going anywhere. Now you're going through the Michael Cera DVD marathon for the third time. That plain sucks.

I think I might need to reconnect with my passion for writing. Not that anything depended on it. It's just that a couple months ago, I could sit here in this very chair and write my heart out for more than an hour. I wouldn't be as preoccupied and disfunctional as a result. Then came micro-blogging sites like Plurk and Twitter and I need to write my thoughts in less than a hundred and forty characters. We were supposed to try out for Expressions (our school's paper) yesterday but the sophomore hopefuls' tests have to be postponed since there were another line of hopefuls from other year. We encouraged Lian to try out for the cartoonist spot and Trent as another English contributor (since she did spend the last two years at California. You can tell from the way she pronounces 'Boston'. *wink*) For a moment, they sounded discouraged then I found myself saying, "Do what you love and give it your all." The voice inside my

head went 'Huh?' Where did the outspoken, nothing-to-hide-here, to-hell-with-it Sophee go? For a minute there, I sounded like my grandmother and her proverbs. Or even Mother Teresa! Okay, so the Mother Teresa comparison may have gone a little overboard, but... Huh. Maybe I was having an out-of-body experience there. You know, after seeing the line and all. Or maybe my friends were right! Maybe I am starting to sound like a mother!!

Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, children of all ages:

I am going to need all of your votes and support for the Candy Blog Awards 2009. It's my first time joining (since I just turned 13) and I'm doing it for the experience! Good 'ol experience. And if the prizes are going to include a dSLR camera, it wouldn't hurt to want to win, right?

I'm loving the digital stickers this year. :)

And as the plane crashed down he thought...

2009-06-19T21:34:00.008+08:00

This week's picker uppers:

1. Manny Pacquiao's Vitwater commercial. You know? LOL.

2. Missing Gossip Girl to study the history of Qatar. Definitely worth it.

3. A teacher remembering me for my Kim Bum blurb during class

4. Hershey's Kisses Milk Chocolate with Almonds

5. Mineral water

6. Metro Station's 'Kelsey'

7. Boyce Avenue's acoustic version to 'Mr. Brightside' and 'Better in Time'

8. Up Dharma Down's 'Sana' video

And it's gonna feel tougher each and every day.

2009-06-18T20:06:00.003+08:00

Life was so much easier before I found out heard of the word 'lovelife'. To hell with it.

I'm in love with someone. That person may or may not like me, too. I just wish I could show it... And wish that he feels the same way, too. It's amazing. I've been in love with this person more than two times. And after months of solitude, I also forgot how confusing it feels. So, boo me.

A very late first day high.

2009-06-17T20:16:00.004+08:00

I'm back! And I manage to get through a week of classes alive and well! Who would've thought? :D And to pay up for the days I haven't updated, I'll do a quick rundown of what happened for the past week:

June 8 (Monday)
First day of class. I thought it was suppose to be either a) depressing or b) boring. Well, it was sort of boring in the end, but I never felt better to see my friends again. Hiwa-hiwalay yung klase based on cliques, I recalled our first year adviser telling us on the last few days of school. And I guess nothing really changed. Our clique (Xamahang Aalog-Alog) sat the last couple of rows.WE We only have one new student, after all. And someone's ignoring me.

June 10 (Wednesday)
Wednesday was the start of regular classes, which means hello teachers. I thought we were going to have the same teachers from first year, but we have seven new teachers. :O We were surprised to find out that our MAPEH and TLE teachers last year were not here anymore. They were both replaced by... well, let's say they didn't live up to the expectations. I'm just saying. ): We went home with more homework than we expected. Bummer. The same someone apologized for ignoring me. We made up, only to end up fighting again in the end. Bummer squared.

June 12, 2009 (Friday)
No classes! XD

June 16 (Tuesday)
I went to Trent's house with Lian and Coleen to finish the Filipino assignment. We chatted and had a very compelling gossip exchange, crooned over Jacob and laughed at Manny's Vitwater commercial over hotdogs. I went home at around 6:30, logged on to my YM and chatted with someone again...

Me: psssssttt
Him: oy??
Me: mua*
Me: LOLOLOLOL =))
Him: mua mua din lhabs you ahahh
Me: hahaha! lakas trip =))
Him: heheh
Him: ghe
Me: hahaha k. mua mua mua! hahaha :X
Me: =))
Him: heheh
Him: mua mua din
Me: hnggng bukas tau d2 =)) cge n! hahaa
Him: ahha
Him: ghe mua muah
Me: lol mua
Him: lhabs you sophia
Him: hahaha
Him: ?
Me: =))

*It was meant to be a joke! He always says it. :X Does he mean the ILY part? I don't know.

June 17 (Wednesday)
Filipino teacher made us explain the drawing and said there's gonna be more public speaking. OMFGsqueeeeedragmetohell. Once again, me and someone are back on stage one: Not speaking. Except he's the one who refuses to talk to me this time. I have no idea why, but I keep reminding myself: 'Mind over matter. It's just a joke.'

Running with werewolves.

2009-06-04T18:30:00.002+08:00

WARNING: Watching that trailer may or may not make you switch over to Team Jacob. I'm just saying.

Team Jacob!

Took the midnight train going anywhere.

2009-06-04T17:27:00.008+08:00

manila by ~trackypots

Journey said it best and they made you wait through two verses and a solo or two to tell you 'Don't Stop Believing'. When I'm feeling bored (especially with weather like this), I like to look at photos and artwork that triggers my creativity. My dream is to capture a beautiful, unexpecting photo in a really messed up time and place. I'll be praying for that camera every night.

Last year's wishes are this year's apologies.

2009-06-01T20:34:00.001+08:00

Dear Rain:

As you are most likely aware, I am excited whenever you're near. You banish the need to turn on the AC and you cancel classes without a warning. Oh yeah, I was feeling pretty good about the weather and all until YOU decided to invade and mess up our bathroom. You broke the lightbulb and whenever I turn it on, there's this weird sound like it's going to explode anytime. And if that wasn't enough, you partied down and bust through the edge of the ceiling. Don't think I didn't hear you chortle as I try hard not to go in the bathroom late at night. I'm dumping you for summer. At least he won't break down our house.

Thanks for nothing.

Love,
Sophee

Yes, that happened. I've been wondering why my life has been so pleasant lately...I haven't had anything leaking in months. Months, you know? How nice for me. And now I'm going to quell my anxiety by listening to songs I absent-mindedly downloaded.

I wish it was simple but we give up easily.

2009-05-30T16:25:00.008+08:00

At first I got tempted into writing about what I really think on the Hayden-Katrina thing, since people are constantly asking me about it. Unfornately I had to stop myself because there weren't enough censors in the world. So to make the long story short: It's stupid. Done and done. ;)

Well, my birthday is tomorrow and I'm proud to say that the traces of depression and nervousness are long gone. I'm really thankful school's starting at the eighth of June or else my classmates are gonna demand a blowout. As much as possible, I don't like my birthday being... out in the open. Another conclusion has been made: I'm scared of socializing. Tao-phobic, as I would like to call it.

P.S. I'm saving up for a fourth gen iPod Nano. In plain Sophee fashion, I can't decide which color I want. So I would really appreciate your suggestions. Really appreciate.

Image courtesy of Apple

P.P.S. I'm feeling depressed 'cause the Cavs lost to Magic. I was dreaming of a Cavs-Lakers since the beginning and now that dream is shattered. (Yes, emo-depressed)

Ain't no sunshine when he's gone.

2009-05-26T12:13:00.005+08:00

I just wanna say a quick 'congratulations' to my little sister, Shanel! She got promoted in her karate summer classes. She's now sporting the orange belt and is planning to compete in September. I was planning on taking her picture but unfortunately my MP4 ran out of juice. And it's now her obligation to make pa-libre. All together now! 'Burger! Burger! Burger!' :D

In other news, I think I'm falling more and more in love with KevJumba. He looks awfully a lot like my cousin - but funnier and no less cuter. So, KevJumba, if you're reading this, this one's for you.

The girl who refused to grow up.

2009-05-24T12:36:00.007+08:00

Life wouldn't get any worse after the first day of June. And I'm not even talking about the going-back-to-school part (though I am also dreading that day). I'm referring to my birthday. My thirteenth birthday. I think most people after a certain age generally dread their birthdays- think of all the cards that talk about being “over the hill,” “older than sand,” “almost old enough to reach diamond status.” I dread being called a "teen" and getting thrown into the world of responsibilities, shenanigans and hormones. I plurked it and the first response I got was from my fellow banana, Nikki.

NIKKInanas says oh. well, enjoy yer last month/s as a kid.

The idea shot me in the face! Yeah. I figured that I need to do something childish while I still have the excuse to do so. And who knows more about shenanigans than a) my friends and b) my six-year-old little sister? Let the quest for childish shenanigans begin!

No doubt in my mind where you belong.

2009-05-21T13:33:00.005+08:00

...and we did!

I was so freakin' nervous last night about AI season finale. So nervous I did a divine intervention. Yep, I actually prayed to God that Kris Allen would win this thing! I asked for a sign. I'll go back in my room and check the clock. If I arrived and the minute hand is pointing at an even number, Kris wins. The clock said 12:04. I know! It sounds really stupid. Call it whatever you want, but hey! He won. Thanks, J.C.

P.S. Four words: Kara in a bikini. That's something new.

What is your measuring stick for love?

2009-05-20T14:58:00.006+08:00

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN...

Starsky loves Hutch.

cellphone load.

Simon Cowell loves Adam Lambert.

Adam Lambert loves eyeliner.

Homer Simpson loves beer and donuts.

I hate tests, quizzes, homework, etc.

the Twilight series.

I would love to die my hair red.

I hate Math.

singing in the rain.

your mean batch of brownies.

The sound of our voices made us forget everything.

2009-05-18T19:54:00.002+08:00

I took the polaroid down in my room

I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend

It's not as if I don't like you

It just makes me sad whenever I see it

--'Tire Swing' by Kimya Dawson

I did it for you.

2009-05-18T12:56:00.002+08:00

Saturday, I went to watch the David Cook and David Archuleta back-to-back concert. I'd been looking forward to seeing them live especially since Mom bought the tickets for 7k. I've been a die-hard Cook fan since 'Hello' and for me to see him live was extremely overwhelming. I couldn't ask for more - especially since this was the first concert I've ever attended. And, no, the Disney on Ice doesn't count.

Mom and I left the house around six thirty, which was pretty early since we live in Cavite. It was traffic around Bacoor and I was so scared that the concert was already starting. Well, it did. Archie was already on his fourth song when we arrived and I can't forgive myself for missing 'A Little Too Not Over You' (what a teenybopper). Then, before I knew it, David Cook had ascended from below the stage via rising platform! I was all out for Cookie - squealing, shouting, clapping, fist-pumping, jumping, singing along, et cetera. And at one point, the stage dimmed and Cook left. Everyone started chanting 'WE WANT MORE'. And he did came back! "I hope you guys don't plan on going home 'cause we got nothing but time." When it came down to the last song, Archie joined Cookie to sing the final choruses. When they finished, Cook wrapped his arms around Archie and led him offstage. It was soo cute.

To say it was the best night of my life would be an understatement. I am hoping for a part two. And I'm already planning on saving up in case other great concerts come along. I'm thinking... Jason Mraz or Kris Allen!

Our song plays on the radio.

2009-05-13T16:28:00.002+08:00

Summer by ~juxxo http://juxxo.deviantart.com

God shows us who's boss. Everything must come to an end, even the ultra mega fun summer days doing absolutely nothing. Summer's almost over, my friends. Lubusin na ninyo!

In my heart and in my head it's so clear now.

2009-05-12T13:19:00.002+08:00

I have a conclusion: I'm taking too much advantage of my laptop's new Internet connection.

I kicked my sister out after playing Disney games for... an hour, I think, and I've been browsing pointless stuff for more than two hours. Some sister I am. Also, I - gulp - posted my story in TeenTalk. Which is really stupid because I'm starting all over again after the laptop crashed and had to be reformatted. And it will take me a while before I start talking about 'the real world' then slowly shifting back to Twitter, Plurk, et cetera.

Back to the real world, 4 days to go before the two Davids' concert! I thought of cancelling other plans - namely gimmick invitations from my friends - as a way of thanking my mother for spending P7250 on my VIP tickets. ('Cause gimmick = Gastos) By the way, happy mother's day, Ma! :)

I miss Photoshop. All those brushes... All those patterns... All those edited soon-to-be blog layouts... ALL GONE.

Adobe Photoshop.

Forever missed.

Forever loved.